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But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?

It is the east, and _____ is the sun.

Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,

Who is already sick and pale with grief,


That thou her maid art far more fair than she:

Be not her maid, since she is envious;

Her vestal livery is but sick and green

And none but fools do wear it; cast it off.


It is my lady, O, it is my love!

O, that she knew she were!

She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?

Her eye discourses; I will answer it.


I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:

Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,

Having some business, do entreat her eyes

To twinkle in their spheres till they return.


What if her eyes were there, they in her head?

The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,
As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven
Would through the airy region stream so bright


That birds would sing and think it were not night.

See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!

O, that I were a glove upon that hand,

That I might touch that cheek!

(:

is avoidance key?
spending so long thinking, i guess not.i've got so much to say and i'm slowly letting it out.
all i want is for you to allow me to. nothing feels like before, dont know if it will.
waiting for you to answer; is it all a dream?

fragmented, my thoughts are.
hey, i dont think i can give this up.
despite distractions, i cant. i wont.

too tired to think, to try harder. i'm sorry.

God I’ve found in You
Everything I was searching for
And You’ve given me
What I needed and so much more

So I’m giving every part of me to You
Won’t You take my life I’m living it for You

Jesus I’ll live for You
In everything I do
And when You call my name
I just can’t help but sing Your praises

I’ll give You all my praise
I’ll serve You all my days
Gonna let the whole world know
Jesus I am so in love with You

Every day it’s You I live for
Gonna serve You all my days
Every step I take You’re with me
Jesus You’re the only way


RAW was inspiring, in every sense of the word. Although i still have my problems, i'm so sure i'd never face them alone. God was working so strongly in this camp, i could feel the spirit of praise moving amongst us all the time. i'm sure most of us have definitely done something we've never done before, releasing our inhibitions to the foot of the cross.

even as i'm writing this, and listening to songs on itunes, i feel like jumping up and down, giving Him the highest praise, honour and glory.nothing could ever prepare me for the lifechanging experiences attained through being still and listening for His word.

His name is a strong and mighty tower,
It is a fortress like no other.
Let the nations sing it louder,
Nothing saves like Your Name.

it was so touching to see everyone around me just letting go, and letting God. even this morning, despite our fatigue, lack of sleep and aching muscles, we jumped and praised our God and King. there's no mountain too high, no valley too low, that He cannot overcome.

i'll write more about the camp tomorrow or something.
but for now i'd just praaaaaaaaise him, Jesus, Jesus. (:
oh and sleep of course.
till then, GOODNIGHT!(:

it been so long, dont you think.
sometimes i forget i do have this. so many things have happened, and yet haven't.
do i think too much?
yes i think so.

almost exactly one year ago, i met you.
almost exactly one year later, i miss you.

contrasting changes to a weird life. i must say though, going back to camp does being back memories.
i'm excited, yet anxious.
i'm enthusiastic, yet lackluster.
i'm looking forward to it.
but why do i think of the worst?

i believe its time to ROFL. rediscover our first love.
why not?
it might be better for me.

the past month or so has been so very painful.
i love those who have been there,
and i wish some others would have.

words cannot describe my emotions,
whatever they may be. :/

i still have hope though,
and i'd never deny that.
give it time, i'll wait.

in that time i'll try to discover something.
anywayyy.. i'm still looking forward to RAW camp.
who knows what might happen.
i know who knows. (:
and i'd love to get to know whoever knows so i can know more about myself and everything else.

five days.it's probably going to be fun. yeah.
i know most of this post might be incoherent rambling,
but there's definitely someone who understands what i'm saying.

besides, i've reaaaaally gotta start mugging or at least revise some crap.
olevels feel so far away.
education! the pain of our nation.
thats the last thought on my mind.

just as i was typing this sentence, you signed in.
i wonder if you know how i feel.
its strange how your presence affects me, and you know it for a fact.
the less i think of it the better i get,but yeaaah i cant.
but i'm just praying for something to happen, whatever it may be.
but whatever the circumstances, ilu. (:

love never fails.i know that full well.

still,

Nothing compares,
to you my God,
no one could ever take your love away,
you're my King, my everything,
Jesus.

i'll update again after camp.this time i'll try my best to. (:
this sunday, 15th June.

withmuch<3,
cyaaaaaaaaa.

its been ten months.
things have happened and things have not.
ironically i like it that way(:

i might update this place once in awhile when i feel like it.
o'levels dont seem so scary this year anyway.haha.
am i in denial? probably not.

updating soooooooooooooon.x)

hey! well exams are over now.
and its time to update this.
people such as RANDY would like to read.
haha.
anyway, i think i screwed up my exams.
so far i've got

bio - 49/100
chem - 63/100
physics - 55/100
Amath - 26/80
anything else? hm.

dosent that just make you feel good! *end sarcasm*
tomorrow might be even worse.
although those papers which i tried to prepare for are going to be returned tmr.
somehow i'm expecting something better tomorrow.
nothing can be expected for hua yu.
ii iiShh lyKk tO speAk cHeEnAx wOr!11!!!
ugh.that sent a shiver down my spine.
therefore i think i have absoultely NO HOPES on my chinese.
e math, english and combined humans do have a chance.

alright. i guess this will be a short one.
time to do some serious playing!
bUAiiX!
no seriously.BYE!(:

hey! not posted in like three days.THREE DAYS!
i sometimes get sick of people not posting for a long time.
humph.
i've just got back from playing basketball anyway,
and like omg i'm tired.
played two matches with people from junyuan and ngee ann.
the first one was killer lah,
had no mood to play anymore but what the heck.
won both, and our team like played pretty well.
junchong,jiawei,weiliang me and simon.
simon looked half dead. poor finger of his.
oh and while i'm on the topic,
what do fingers do? they fing! yay.
alright thats sick.

anywayy, most of the classes already finished their exams,
but 3J still got bio and i've got elec lit.
cant say i'm sad though.
nothing much to study anymore!((:
hah.
this term i have put in effort to study.
i expect results! i think.
oh well, if i dont do well then there's always another time.
i'll say that all the time to o levels.

physics paper today was cool.
thankfully i studied this morning.
if not i wouldnt have remembered those obscure stuffs.
like mass x capacity x change.
or those newton thingys.ugh.
yup. then e math was alright. but not as easy as paper two.
still got quite a few i dont know how to do.

okaayyy.i've so got to bathe now.
see y'all around.
BYEBYE!(:

what a nice day;

well the math paper 2 wasnt so bad after all.
besides the one question on sets it was pretty fine, although
im not exactly confident of getting 80 plus.
still, its should be an achievement to get an A as
compared to my general class tests.ugh.

chinese was sick as usual.
finished in 1 hour and slept off the rest.
cant say i'm pleased with what i wrote.
haha.

anyway..
TOMORROWS SS IS ONLY ONE HOUR!
after that is the fullstop of chinese.
time to chant the mantra.

{I WILL PASS CHINESE}

{I WILL PASS CHINESE}

{I WILL PASS CHINESE}

might be wishful thinking though.
judging from the fact i've not slept well in awhile.
i'll hope for the best.
oh and i like this song! hah.


Lead Me To The Cross

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen

To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart


as a last note..
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR MYEs!
especially you

hey,
soccer just now was good.it helped that the weather was nice.haha.
had chinese tuition this morning.
after that i happened to eat some chicken rice which
i think had something inside it which was like wrong,
cos i got a stomachache later.
DURING the game.ouch.
went cycling right after i got home and now i've got jellied legs.
yup.
either way, i think i'm spending way too much time NOT studying.
i get worried when i see others mugging their lives away.
i'd better get cracking. Emath paper 2 is scary.hah.
after that is the all destroying chinese paper 1.
i think i might give up writing halfway. crapcrapcrap.
but life would be better after exams i guess.
i can watch shi bai de man.hah.
reading some cool new books wouldnt hurt too i suppose.
i'd better do well in the first place.
i'm off to dinner now, so thats it.
byetoall!(:

hey;
this will be a quick one.damn its been a long day.
cant say i liked the chinese listening compre though.
sometimes i wonder why i didnt take CLB.hah.
having an emo chinese teacher dosent help much.
either way,its already tomorrow and i've got to sleep soon.

good night/morning!

i'm like finally back home!
let me outline what happened today:
- got off easy for amath despite the fact i didnt hand up long overdue work.
- spent most of those so called free periods to slack.
- as usual wasted money on those stuff i eat in class.
*at last count i wasted about 2.50.omgz.
- and and and, i got cheated my mr.bakar.WHO SAY I FAIL MY TEST? (: cant say i dont like it though.
- math test after school and for once i can say i studied. 26/26 anyone?hah.
- OHNOS 3 USSWs to do!!somehow i should be handing up the twelve i owe. lost book ftw!

either way, my planning is grossly imbalanced i must say.such a waste of time->read as FUN. playing WOW. someone should tell me to get my ass off the com.nevermind.i appear to study better in front of the computer screen.its the aura.ooooohh screeennn.i like bright green! haha.ohemgee did that rhyme? so..i'm in a dark room typing all this.darn cloudy skies..at least it like stopped raining.

yup.i'd better get going for some PHYSICAL RECREATION. anything to keep from rotting here.yeah.looks like i'm off to cycle or whatever kicks my fancy right now.

BE RIGHT BACK!..tomorrow.

hey to all!
first post in a new LJ. yup.i MIGHT commit to keeping this alive!
and i should be studying my math for tmrs test. strange.
i wonder if in the future we'll bother whether a curve intersects ANY AXIS.
either way, WOWs up for a rolling restart nows.so i shouldnt bother bout playing it.hah.
anyway,i totally should be looking though my math right now. if i can find that darn book though.

yeah so i'm off.i'll get used to saying that soon enough.heh.

GOODBYE from DANIEL!(: